you will stumble upon
someone who will start
a fire in you that cannot die.
However, the saddest,
most awful truth
you will ever come to find––
is they are not always
with whom we spend our lives."
Between school and life, I have no energy to “put on a smile and be happy” for 24hrs.
After my birthday is over my life will remain the same.
I literally still have birthday cards from a year old through my childhood. She never missed a year!
Sad to say but I’ve gotten use to having birthdays without my dad, it’s been so many years that I’ve become sort of immune to it but my aunt….. I could only imagine the phone call I would get from my her that day. Lol she’d probably feel so bittersweet that I’m turning 21…
First Birthday ever that I won’t be receiving a phone call or card from her……..
What is there to celebrate, my failures? Just a reminder of how wrong everything is.
The next person to ask me about my birthday will get spazzed on.
No, I’m not doing anything!
Why? Mind your fucking business
I’ll simply give thanks to God and move on with my life.
Shit is so annoying.
Catch me next year, maybe I’ll be excited and show out for you motherfuckers.